Madness

When everybody is gone, I want to sit down and rest.
I am so tired of life. But I am too afraid to lose it too.
I try very hard to keep it in good shape.
My body seems well but my mind is deteriorating.
I hope this will not become worse.
I pray all my heart out to live in better life.
I am going crazy if this thing continue.
I am getting crazier and crazier.
Please someone make it stop!!!!!!!!!